Thursday, 29 October 2009

chemical reactions

Woke up today not so good and before even taking pill had crying/panic episode andmy head feels like exploding and feel angry. Have an appointment with a new psychologist today and really dont want this to be the first she sees of me. Read about this drug on internetand it seems many people on it have committed suicide. I dont want to commit suicide. I really dont but I am scared.

Luke is looking after me, helping me and staying with me so I am very lucky to have him still as a friend.


Harrier said...

Hi Sweetie, not been able to get to my pc for ages but to being laid up with a broken leg and having my ankle screwed together. Sorry to hear you are feeling this way, a number of AD's have this effect and have been accused of causing it, but it also depends on how bad things are too. As long as you have friends to talk things through with and u concentrate on things i'm sure you will be fine.

You will find that there is a very small minority/percentage that have gone through this and i'm confident that you are not going to be one of them.

Love & best wishes,


Steve said...

ps: lovely puppy, what is it ?

Anonymous said...

Stadig i live?
Savner at høre fra dig.... :-(