Friday 14 August 2009
Disappointment
Just been on a 2 week jaunt around western australian outback with Luke and a friend. As much as I said i would try I don't think I can be with Luke. I just don't have time to wait around to see if it works out. Next March Im 34, I want to have a baby, it's getting very late. Why didnt I make it work with those people I left behind in Denmark? Why did I treat them appallingly to be someone who treated me appallingly? To be with Craig would mean yet another compromise. I want to be with someone I love and respect but it seems I am no longer capable of either of these things! Everyone I meet disappoints me. This probably says more about me than them...
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Angel
No offense to Luke, but there is no point in trying to make something from what you believe will never happen. He sounds a great guy but obviously not the guy you would like to spend the rest of your life with, due to both of you wanting different things from life.
Also, do not make yourself out to be the problem all the time, you ARE capable of loving and respecting people, and I am sure that not everyone out there that you have met or will meet in your future will be a disappointment to you.
It is not always YOU, and even if it was, things, times, and people change therefore there is always possibilities for anyone to find and get what they are looking for.
Keep your chin up sweetheart and I really hope that things get better for you soon, you deserve it.
Love & best wishes,
Steve.
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