Ahh romance.. a man brings you flowers, he kisses you hard on the lips, he leads you to the sofa and asks you about your day kind of romance. Sigh.
Actually I know a guy like that- but I'm in love with the other guy. The one that doesn't have time to see me, speak to me, and appears most of the time to have no interest me. I know it's just his way.. and I love him anyway.. hoping one day he will show some sign of romance. I mean this is the guy I want to marry after all...
So why piss and moan about it if you're willing to put up with it - I hear you cry? I guess somewhere deep inside I'm hoping things will change, circumstances will change and he will love me as much as I love him.
I mean I am like crazy in love with him- all I want to do is spend time with him. But I never see him. It drives me nuts. So why don't you give up and date the other guy? Hey weren't you listening- I'm in love!! Chemically, physically, emotionally- every part of me yearns for him! It's not something I have control over you know!
You crazy bitch get a life! I know ! I know! I currently have two weeks off work, and nothing better to do than think about him... and stop rolling your eyes at me- I'm sure you've been there too...
So here I am home- on "holiday" spending most of my time on the internet- pretending not to be a crazy cat lady (I have two cats..) not leaving the house or seeing anyone.. but you know what? I like it! Yeah I do!
However I'm starting to get bored with it now- so I may start eating and going out next week.. just hope the darn weather cheers up!!