I have a plan- at least short term.
I feel clearer about what i should do, and how I should do it. I don't want to quit and feel even more of a failure. I want to do a good job, and be able to look myself in the mirror everyday, and achieve something.
Im not a quitter, in any part of my life. And I need to stop running away and start facing myself.
I need to look at myself and change the negative things.
And I need to spend time with the bf, to see if he's the one.
I need to follow my heart on this one.