I am now at a crossroads in my life.
Do I carry on working here? Do I quit my job and go back to Denmark, or do I quit my job and go travel the world?
On one hand I am a very safe secure person who needs stability, on the other Im spontaneous and irrational.
I feel I need to do something drastic with my life, I feel Im wasting it, sitting here waiting for something or someone good to happen.
I am hoping something will happen to show me what I should do next. To help me make a decision.
Being so sick and feverish the last few days and being on my own, I have been thinking about my life and what I want from it.
I'm 32 soon.. I do want marriage kids, before I get too old, but sometimes I feel thats never going to happen, and I feel alone and reckless and feel like running away, closing this chapter of my life and moving on, seeing where the world takes me next.
I want someone to tell me- come here! I want you! This is where you belong! And I want to believe them.