Went to the work do and survived, and gt sent back to work on light duties last tues. Hate my job, hate the way the children are treated. Miss Denmark.
Have to try and pull myself away from Luke if I am to have children. Offers from guys out there but Luke is safe and I am comfortable, but he is not long term.
I cant live like this, unhappy in all areas of my life, and maybe this is something to do with the traction injury I incurred to my arm, but I want more. Or for those of you familiar with my life.. I STILL want more.
I want to be happy, at work and at play. I want to be in love and from that love start a family.
Maybe I need God. It seems all those with God in their lives are very happy.
I do need love and joy in my life. I need to be stronger and less of a victim but how how how?
Do others need to work this hard to be happy?