One day, as I guess every girl does, I hoped that some charming man would find me and shout "I WANT YOU" very loudly, and shower me with affection, and gifts of love.
What am I worth? Not much at the moment. Maybe somewhere someone out there knows my true value. But I guess I will have to find that out myself first before anyone else sees it.
Who am I? I ask myself.
I'm a girl, a woman, who loves too much, and gives too much and cares too much, and worries too much.
What else? Im a woman who's feminine in all senses of the word. A woman who gets jealous, and scared especially when shes hormonallly vulnerable.
What else? Im a good woman, who does good deeds. Who doesnt cheat or steal, who wants nothing more than to feel loved.
A woman who is poetic, witty, good with words, fun to be with, romantic...
A woman who wants a family, who will make a good mother.
A woman who needs to be cared for and looked after, but is also capable of these things.
A woman who can organise, prepare, think and plan.
A woman who can cook, and take care of a home.
A woman who works hard for the things that matter.
A woman who values love more highly than time or money. Who values family and friendships.
One day maybe somebody will appreciate the beauty in me.
I long for a home and a family. But maybe I should just travel instead of trying too hard to make that happen.