Esteem Issues

I think I know what it is. I think its because my self esteem is so low, that any man I with has to be the most amazing, most intelligent, most beautiful, to make up for what I lack.

I need to find some self esteem. How do I get that? Through work? Through men? Im thinking of going back to acting/modelling maybe that will help with my esteem issues. I feel so worthless, but I cant get my esteem by dating people cleverer than me. Geez Im strange. So. Have found out the issue, now how to tackle it...