Time comes and time goes... the space in between the darkness I just try and get through by watching the television and living through the characters, until I can sleep again and dream.
One day is much like the next, waking up, checking email, feeding cats and then laying on my bed staring at the televison with he internet at my side.
I hate people even more today. I am trying to sell all my furniture so I can make my rent payments and yet on my thread on facebook this guy mark buts in and starts trying to sell his stuff to my mates! How disrespectful and rude is that!?
I winder if I ever will have a life again, very depressed and fighting off suicidal thoughts. I am stronger than all this... just waiting for doors to start opening...