Ended up in hospital after the last post. The on call doctor, looked at my swollen stomach and sent me to the emergency room. Here I was catheterised and sent up the the wards. Nice. At least all the fluid from my stomach is gone now! They are still not sure what is wrong and I have to go back for more tests..but an interesting inside experience of the Danish health system..! So many observations, so little time or energy to blog!
Anyway have had time to think (in between examinations) and I am slowly gaining my strength and dignity. I figured out that my life has no boundaries and that I need some boundaries to feel safe. Whether that is stable home or stable employment or a stable person in my life- but at least one of those things would be good. Have kind of given up on the person, so now concentrating on job and home.