Thursday, 2 August 2007

Love's labour's lost

Love is now lost forever to me. How could I be so stupid as to think someone would trust and care for me. I am not worthy of that. I am not worthy of anything. I feel so empty, so useless and such a failure. Having recieved my final divorce papers the other day, I feel like I will never find or keep love again- ever.

I haven't stopped crying all night. I just picture his face all hurt and tired and very angry at me. There is nothing I can do or say to make it any better. There is nothing anyone else can do or say to make it any better. I really don't think I can go on feeling like this.

The thing is there is no system to deal with people in distress in denmark. There is no help. There is no where to turn. I am tired and lost. What am I going to do???


amhcod said...

Hej Angel!
good idea to move your blog here! I like continuing reading it. I realized the things you write stay impressed in my mind and help in being spontaneously more perceptive and sensible towards women :-)
Why you say in DK there is not way to heal distress? Is there smth in other countries? What is it??

Thomas Ebdrup said...

Im sorry to hear that you feel like you are not Worthy of love. Im very sure that is not true.

Your heart will hurt for a while and then you will move on. He is not woth your pain though. He has not treated to well so why you love him I do not understand. Feelings are not rationel though.

You can seek help at a your doctor, but if its "just a broken heart" you might not find much help there.
The best bet would be a psycologist, but they are ofcouse expensive.

Hope you find your way Angel.