People get together and break up all the time. So why did I take this one so hard? Because I really believed he was "the one". I believed. Something I don't do often. Not only that but the unfairness of it all got to me, that he didn't get to know the real me. Time to stop talking about that subject I guess.
Mosquitos. what the fuck are they about? Not only am I sick, stressed and heartbroken, I have to endure a billion mosquitos sucking my blood and zipping past my ears! It's like they are sucking the life out of me.
Not that there is much life in me right now. I don't open myself up to people very often and tell them how I really am, feel, but I did yesterday and they didn't run away screaming, they offered to help me. Someone offered to help me. That means a lot, because right now I feel so alone. Sitting in hospital with no visitors makes you realise how alone you are. And perhaps I AM emotionally broken, and I DO need fixing. But finding help for that isn't easy at all.
Anyway it's only the female mosquitos that bite, they need the protein to produce eggs. Everyone is just trying to procreate, and whilst doing it they get smacked into a wall. Sounds familiar huh?