People are funny creatures. I dont really understand them. They are mean and gossipy and it seems you cant trust them. So many times I trust people and they let me down. Will that stop me trusting?Probably not. But maybe I should be a bit less honest and open in future.
Thinking about it, I quite like it here in my own little travelling world, away from the backstabbers, and the competition and the games people play.
Perhaps my next career should be a hermit :)
Seriously though, I find it hard to fit it to all that bitching and game playing. I know I probably shouldnt take it to heart but it does get to me.
Well at least I know I am a good person, whatever anyone says. I am strong and brave and I am almost happy with who I am. I can look myself in the mirror at least and say Im ok.
Off to the Phillipines in a couple of hours.. looong journey but hoping its worth it. After that may go to Hong Kong... we will see.
So in someways I am looking forward to coming back and starting afresh in Denmark with new friends and a fresh attitude. in others, I am not looking forward to the game playing and back stabbing- Im just not cut out for it. So perhaps I should stay out here, where men are gentlemen and they have respect for women. Although, I guess anywhere you go humans will be humans...